37m going through it now. Mutual aid groups have been supporting me and providing me with community.

Its likely those people just weren’t your friends or even gave a shit about your situation.

My grandfather came to me in a trip in the shower and told me I’m wasting my life. I puked up steams. Quit my “finance bro” job moved to New Mexico and became a farmer. He’s been dead 20+ years.

Go karts in Corpus Christi. I like ramming little kids into the walls